I’m in my mid 40s, and I’ve gone through a sexual evolution to get to where I am. I grew up in a very conservative home. When I was a youth, I always thought of women when I masturbated.
I went into the military for 4 years right out of high school. My first sexual encounter was at an adult bookstore, where an older Mexican guy gave me a handjob. It felt good, but I felt guilty about that for a long time. It was a feeling like because my first sexual encounter was with a guy – even though I didn’t touch him at all – that somehow made me “gay”. All of my subsequent sexual encounters have been with women – up until 2009.
If you had told me 25 years ago that one day I would be thinking about and stroking cocks, I would have said no way. It’s hard for me to say exactly when my sexual evolution began, but if I had to pick one thing it would be by discovering shemale porn shortly after I got out of the military. Some of the shemales are so hot, you can be “straight” and still get turned on by them.
One of my favorite pornstars of all time is the shemale Sylvia Boots. Seeing hot shemales like her really made me curious about playing with shemale cock. Sylvia Boots did a scene with the great Tony Duncan, aka, Mr. 18 Inch, who has a huge black cock. As I first watched that scene, I couldn’t help but imagine what it would be like to play with his cock! That prompted curiosity over playing with cocks in general – not just shemale cocks.
It was 2009 when I decided to finally satisfy my curiosity by finding somebody off of the old Craigslist personals. I got together with a guy and we did mutual jerking and stroking. We stroked each other, making each other cum to porn. It felt good and I really enjoyed it.
There are a lot of guys who want to do things that are impossible to do with strangers and know you are STD free. I’m DDF and I don’t have a death wish, so I have set very strict boundaries for myself. I do not engage in anything that can spread STDs. Some guys believe oral sex can’t transmit STDs. That’s not true. So I don’t do oral. I’ve stuck to handjobs. Do not confuse my desire to be safe with being less turned on by cocks and making men cum. I love cocks and I love making men cum! I think one thing that makes stroking cock so much more pleasurable is that it is a safe form of fun – even safer than actual intercourse with women.
Since 2009, I’ve gotten together with many guys and given many handjobs. I feel more turned on by giving a handjob than by getting one. I love playing with a hard cock! Up until a few years ago, I had a roommate. Now that I no longer have a roommate, I fulfilled another desire. I wanted to try crossdressing.
I’ve dressed a few times. I’m not confident enough to go out in public, and I’m discreet, which means I am usually the male self. I am the female self when I have a reason to be, such as dressing for a man. I have a big pair of soft and jiggly, silicone filled breast forms that work great for titfucking, which I’ve done a few times. I’ve also given guys pantyjobs where I grind my satin panty covered ass on their cock until making them cum all over my panties.
Since 2009, I’ve stroked many cocks – younger cocks (LEGAL, of course), older cocks, cocks my age, black cocks, white cocks, latino cocks, big cocks, small cocks. I love making a man cum, and am open to any creative and SAFE ways to get a guy off. I am more turned on by being a woman for a man than I am by being a man for a man or a woman. My preference are older men and black men.
I am near the Alabama-Georgia border and enjoy making road trips (within a reasonable distance). I am open to going farther (sexually) with the right person (a regular partner, and only after STD testing). I am open to oral after STD testing and perhaps my partner wearing a flavored condom. Inside me is a feminine energy, and I would love a regular partner, perhaps dating a man, to help unleash the woman inside me.
Looking back, I’m glad I made the journey down the path of sexual evolution. I don’t like labels. I am just into SAFE, consensual, and legal sexual fun. Why so many men are afraid of same sex encounters, I don’t know. It isn’t like you can’t wash your hands after stroking a cock! And doing oral on condom covered cock is safer than doing oral on a female!
You can call me Marcy. And maybe one day we can meet and I can give you a titjob with my breast form tits that seem as if they were made for just that!